To be a mother has been the most amazing, scary, wonderful, terrifying, inspiring journey of my life. We have had our share of highs and lows, up and downs. It wasn't what I expected it to be-it was more. My incredible daughter has taught me that I have more patience than I ever thought I had, that even running on two hours of sleep a night is sometimes enough, how poopy diapers would become the normal conversation around our house, and how much love one heart can possibly hold.
I cannot say that motherhood has been sunshine and rainbows. I believe anyone who makes it out to be so is in a delusion. It is the hardest job on earth. It's the most rewarding job on earth. I'm not sure I'll ever be able to put into words how much love I have for her. Sometimes I don't feel adequate enough to raise such an angel, that all of my shortcomings and past failures don't make me mom enough for her. But she was given to me, and to God I am so grateful.
My first Mother's Day was such a delight. My husband, Justin, surprised me with a gift certificate for a spa day at Elizabeth Arden's Red Door Salon. I am so thankful for my husband and his thoughtful gift. He knows that I am in desperate need of a day of relaxation and pampering.
After church we went to lunch with Justin's parents and then later to dinner with my parents. I am kind of in love with Mexican food right now. Obsessed.
My mama on Mother's Day. She will kill me for posting this!
Last year my mom gave me a Pandora bracelet for Mother's Day. I was pregnant at the time and she gave me my starter bracelet with two clasps and a baby carriage bead. Since then I have been collecting charms based on different events with Avery. I got a pink glass bead when we found out she was a girl, I have an A and an L for her initials, a silver heart with a pink stone (Avery is my heart) and a Mom charm that Justin gave me when Avery is born. I love the fact that one day the bracelet will be hers and I can share details of her life with each bead. This year she gave me a little girl charm for Avery. I just love it!
My dad also gave me a gift. A Dolly Parton Cd/Dvd. Love him!
And can I just share how good these tacos are? They are simple corn tortillas with steak, cilantro and onion with a garlic/chile sauce. They are delicious. I cannot get enough of them and if Justin would go back with me tonight, I'd get them again. Yum!
Avery was so great at dinner! She is usually really loud when we go out to eat but since we were outside she really enjoyed watching people and looking around. No screaming. Whew. I loaded her up with lots of toys and she was good to go.
The highlight of Mother's Day? Avery said Ma-Ma and Da-Da. It was precious. While we were at dinner, Justin went to use the restroom and as soon as he was gone she said Da-Da! We were so amazed. She said Ma-Ma several times earlier in the day and both of our moms say that they've heard her say it before. There could be no better gift than hearing my baby girl talk! Love her!
This is her new favorite face to make.
I cannot think of a better day. I love my family and the little girl who gave me the title of Mother.
AND...
I'm pleased to announce the winner of the House of Smith's giveaway!